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Friday, February 24, 2006
曾莉琴的前世
蒙古女巫 存在强烈的智者
前世的性格:
对别人的心情非常的敏感。
你的前世是个相当热心的人，观察力也很强。对身边人心情的感知都 很敏锐，有时候甚至愿意牺牲自己帮助别人。
前世的人生：
国王身边的好老师。
从小就有特殊才能，修炼而成了女巫。力量很强，连蒙古国王都听你 的建议来做事。喜欢上经常鼓励你的师兄，但不敢提起勇气去表白， 但有一天师兄突然对你表白，因此你们终于顺利地在一起了。
以免你们望了，不记得了，或不知道。
我叫曾莉琴。
以上你所读的，
是我从我朋友传给我的一个邮件，所“算”出来的。
我的“前世”好厉害，浪漫啊！
我现在好逊啊！
你的前世，又如何？
posted by Elephant on 3:44 PM
Thursday, February 23, 2006
Cursed~ The 3 Js
Met up with the other 2 Js in the empire..
Think we 3 are cursed..
We cant seems to meet "peacefully, or normally"
Its like, so near yet so far..
Or shld I say, we are just not fated to meet..
No.. It shld be..
I am just not fated to meet them...
And there are supposed to be my very close friends..
Insult...
They always ended up "missing"
And I'm always the one "finding"
Not once but several times..
And I really meant EVERYTIME we tried to meet just with the 3 of us..
Even Miss Penguin had to remind me on msn to "better check and confirm where you all are supposed to meet"
Not that I didnt..
But we still ended up "playing hide and seek"..
It could be giving wrong instructions, miscommunication..
Most common..
Either, handphone no batt or never pick up the phone..
You can msged all you want, call them all you want..
No response..
5mins past, 10mins past, 15mins past..
"The subscriber you are calling, is currently not available.. Pls try again later..."
Fed Up..
Walking alone in Orchard Rd..
Rounds and Rounds..
Racking your brains, trying to "guess" where they wld be..
Going to all our "favorite spots"..
Then finally, they called you..
You realised, they are just so near to where you are working..
And it shld take no longer then 7mins to walk from office to where they are..
After a bad day at work,
Doesnt meeting friends the best consolation you can get..
Dont you just look forward to "whine" to your friends..
Sometimes, you might even be too tired to "whine" or you just dont wish to spoil the mood, and just purely wanted their company..
Just wanted to "see" their face and find some warmth..
Some kind of warmth and comfort you having been longing the whole day..
But ended up, you are feeling worst then you were at work..
I am short-tempered..
I have no patience..
I dont like to be "lost" in that sense that.. I have to "search and find".. Who likes anyway?
Its like playing hide and seek.. and I'm too old to play that game.. And is not interested to play..
Doesnt most of you know that I am such a person..
I believed I've said countless of time:"Dont test my patience!"
Is it really fun to know that you have managed to "level up" my temper?
Is it really that fun to know that you have managed to "put my patience to test?"
Perhaps its my fault that I have to end work at 7 and sometimes even later..
But, isnt it that when you know that you are meeting someone, you will be like thinking, how come she is not here yet, or even, tends to get sensitive to phone calls or even gets angry.. And dont you sometimes get worried why the person is not here yet?
I dunnoe.. perhaps, I'm just asking for too much..
Too much for people to pick up calls or reply to sms to let me know where to "find" them..
People do need to wait for me..
I'm not always punctual..
But I believed, I do put in effort to tell people that I will be late..
Is it difficult to put in effort to tell me where am I to find you?
Is this some kind of "punishment" for being late..
I dunch think I "punish" late comers this way..
I dunch think any of the "late comers" have a hard time looking for me..
Waiting is bad enough..
But to wait without knowing where to wait..
I'm not young anymore..
Its no longer some spoilt-brat throwing some nonsensical temper..
I can really feel myself boiling and feeling helpless every thing this thing reenact..
I'm getting old..
boiling of temper makes my head hurts and giddy...
I am giving up..
Thank you for everything..
I have learnt to accept, but I do not appreciate it.
posted by Elephant on 11:53 PM
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Attitude Problem
Have no idea why..
I seems to dislike my work.. (Did it started long ago??)
Have no idea why..
I seems to lost interest in my job..
Have no idea why..
I seems to dread going to work..
Have no idea why..
I seems to be failing to meet up to my own expectations..
Have no idea why..
I seems not to be enjoying my job..
In conclusion..
Have no idea why,
I seems to have the thought of quitting my job.. and its getting stronger day by day..
When I first started..
I was
Full of drive..
Full of energy..
Full of ideas..
Full of inspirations..
I took pride in my work.
I enjoyed doing shows.
From Setting the theme, Designing the Invites, Casting of Models, Fitting of Models, Styling of clothes, Music Selection, Coordinating the whole event.. Everything.. I truly enjoyed..
Its tiring, its tough..
But I've enjoyed the whole process..
I enjoyed going to shows.
But slowly..
I realised..
I cannot do admin
I cannot adapt to the "culture"
I cannot adapt to the "system" (Cause there is no system)
I cannot work with "emotions"
I cannot work with "feeling"
Today,
My boss cldnt take it..
"I cant work with you, like that, looking so uninterested" -
We were planning for our show.. left one week only..
"If like that I rather not discuss, you can leave"
I was thinking of standing up and leave.. But was thinking, to leave the room or leave for home..
"Go go go, lets not discuss"
She got up, I followed.. I went back to my seat..
I was actually disappointed with her not sending me home..
My fault right..
I do agree.. for "showing attitude"
But with an "old Tai-tai" as boss..
Who repeats the same thing again and again.. Not bearing in mind its "home time"
Who comes in the office at late afternoon, and "discuss" as long as she likes if she has no dinner plans..
Who works according to her "feel",
making last min changes and not remembering what we had discussed earlier..
Who never "listen" when she has her "own views"
Who never pay attention to you when she wants her way..
Who makes work so inefficient because of such ways..
I really dunnoe how to "hold my displeasure"
I really dunnow how to explain the situation..
I am in the wrong, but she too..
I love her as a person..
I owe her for where I am now..
I am a "princess" in the company - "If not how I can give attitude for so long"
Cause she treats me like her own daughter..
She gives me all the "authority" I can have, although I am just 21years old..
I shld say, she did spoilt me..
It does pains me much to know I am behaving like this..
It does pains me much to know I am not meeting up to my own and hers expectations..
It does pains me much to know that after "scolding" me, she still make efforts to check on me, make sure I am alright, check to see if I am "okie"
SHE IS THE BOSS..
But I really hated her whenever she quote : "Dont treat here like a school. You are no longer in school.."
But I'm really lost..
I dunnoe what I shld do..
I dunnoe how to get my old self back..
We are just too similar..
Both are spoilt in nature.. (She is the youngest and I am the only child, everyone gives in to her.. apparently, I was the first in the company to go against her - I'm not proud of this..)
Both are stubborn.. (When we set views on sth, we will want to do it our way)
Both are strong-headed women..
Both are "led by emotions"..
Both are constantly on diet.. (Hungry Women = Angry Women)
Both are..
Aiyo.. the list will go on and on lah..
I am like the younger version of her, without the "strong financial backing" lor..
So, can you imagine..
when both of us join force, the other party will die.. (But I'm not as power she yet lah)
but when we both fall out, the whole world will die.. (innocent parties)
Hai~
Miss Elephant really got bad attitude problem..
How?
posted by Elephant on 10:28 PM
Attention to ALL Readers!!
Thank you for taking interest in my life.. (Or are you just bored?? ahem..)
But I've always felt that my life is boring and uninteresting..
Hence, I really hope my entries are interesting enough to have you coming back for more... (ugh, sounds narcissistic)
Anyway...
I've never really enjoyed blogging..
And I used to dislike bloggers... (Yesh, Slap myself ya..)
Its very suprising that I had a blog myself..
Well, all thanks to Miss Penguin and Hippo!
I'm not going to say that I am enjoying blogging now..
But, I've found another reason for me to blog..
If you've been reading my entries..
You shld had come upon, a few entries that are rather "disturbing" in a sense that,
it sets you back thinking and pondering alot of stuffs..
And for some of you, you might be thinking if Juli is in some kind of a "relationship problem"
Dont worry alright...
I am not..
Those blogs, are just to "reach out and talk" to people..
Sometimes, when you just dont know how to bring across certain thoughts you have..
I guess, the easiest is to put thoughts into words, and let people read and think for themselves..
And I feel that people tends to be more calm when reading ,
Cause they get agitated easily when listening?
Hence, those "disturbing" entries are just expression of thoughts..
Why in chinese then?
Cause I express myself better in chinese..
I can hold a decent conversation in English, but when it comes to expressing myself..
I need Chinese ya.. (I am A "CHEENA TOT-TOT")
Once again..
Thank you for reading!
posted by Elephant on 9:38 PM
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
May you be happy~
"思念可以是一种美，
等待也可以是一种甜，
但往前走，可是一种勇气。
朋友，加油， 加油！"
I've been quoting the above to lots of my friends recently..
Mostly guy friends though..
Seriously,
Whats wrong with those girls..
And whats wrong with you guys..
Is it really that difficult to maintain a relationship?
If so, then why even started it?
Perhaps, its easy for me to comment because I've never had one..
But, I believed you dont have to be in a relationship to know that,
To maintain a relationship,
Requires effort
Requires trust
Requires constant generation of sparks
Requires chemistry
Requires responsibilities...
And these are just some fundamental requirements that "I" can think off hand..
Dont understand why people around me are having failed relationship..
And I dont understand myself, why I shld get affected..
Just cant help not feeling the pain that does not belongs to me..
How I wish I can turn on and off my "sixth sense"..
How I wish I can not "feel" the pain and "see" the pain..
But come to think..
If I cant, then I wont be "Me" anymore right?
Arghhhhh...
I remembered praying for everyone around me to be happy..
I remembered praying for myself to be as well...
I will continue doing so...
We will all be happy!
Time~~
posted by Elephant on 12:17 AM
Monday, February 20, 2006
一个男人与一个女人的故事
一个男人，
一个女人，
两个都单身，
是朋友。
经常和一群朋友出去玩，大家都玩得很开心。
男人对女人不错，
女人对男人也不赖。
渐渐的，女人对男人产生了好感。
因为是女人，所以就静静地在一旁，痴痴地等。。
等待的同时，
男人和女人也经常和一群朋友出去玩，
大家都玩得很开心。
一天，
男人有了女友。
女友，不是女人。
Sounds familiar?
Bet it happened to alot of you..
Most Relationship starts from Friendship.
But, how to let it happened or rather, to even start?
Guy and Girl,
Both are good friends..
Both enjoyed each other company..
But, they didnt ended up together..
Was it a "miss" or was it a "never meant to be"
How do we know if a relationship is just pure friendship or
there is chance to bring it to a higher level..
女人，
静静地在一旁，痴痴地等，
谁会明了你的心啊。
如果表错情，会很难堪，会很心痛。
但不说，就有可能错失渴望的幸福。。
无所谓？
男人，
等一下，会死啊？
女人有时，不是吊请来卖，
而是不敢放胆去爱。
你们的呼冷呼热，时好时坏，
真的难以捉摸。。
男人的心，要明了，谈何容易。
如果没兴趣，就好心放手吧。
男人，女人。。
想爱，
就勇敢地接受对方的关心，和勇敢地去关心对方吧。。
拒人与千里之外，
那，要叫人如何去爱？
posted by Elephant on 4:31 PM
Friday, February 17, 2006
情人节
今年的情人节，
我仿佛看了许多部的爱情电影。
而主角，则是我身边的好朋友。
每部的故事都不同，
但结尾，却相同。
都很伤感，令人心痛。
我能做的，
也只是静静的在你身旁，
陪伴着你，陪你一同哭泣。
今年的情人节，
我感触很深。
心，也不知觉的痛了起来。
posted by Elephant on 11:17 PM
Thursday, February 16, 2006
My Son
Another friend left..
Also to Australia.. Sydney to be exact..
Two special friends from two different clicks..
This time, went to send him off..
Dunnoe why..
Just dont wish to regret..
Cause I did, recently...
Thought wont get affected..
Guess, I think too highly of myself..
This friend of mine..
With him around, theres always laughter..
With him around, you always feel protected..
With him around, you never feel alone..
Most Importantly,
With him around, you will always feel like a lady..
Where can you find, one guy that treats you like a lady,
without any ulterior motive..
Where can you find, one guy that send you right to your doorsteps,
even though he's not your boyfriend..
Where can you find, one guy that makes an effort to rush and open the door for you,
even though he need not do so..
Where can you find one guy that does just some the above I've mentioned,
to all female friends he has..
Small little actions thats makes you feel like you are worth a million dollars..
Simple little thoughts thats warms your heart..
This is what we called "gentleman"..
Perhaps all your guy friends does that to you..
But not me..
Dear Son,
Take good care of yourself..
Sometimes, do think with your heart and not your brains...
Sometimes, do trust yourself a little more...
And do Remember..
What a women wants is really very simple..
Really proud to have you calling me "Mother"..
Damm sure I'm going to miss this..
Love you lots,
"Mother" Julie
posted by Elephant on 11:39 PM
Retribution
Finally.. Got my well-deserved retribution..
Animals kingdom hates me for this
But they have gotten use to it..
Now, I understood how it felt..
The wait is terrible.. sucks.. awful..
Sure took a long time ya..
Arghh...
Sorry to all that I delayed in replying sms..
A reply might just be a "reply" to the recipent..
But to the sender waiting for that "reply"
Sometimes, its not just about the "reply"
Its about knowing that you are "well and alive"..
I hereby Promise..
I'll try my best to reply ASAP to all smses from now onwards..
posted by Elephant on 3:09 PM
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Elephant Empire
There's a reason why my blog is named in such..
I am the Queen of Elephant..
Here's to introduce the rest of the elephants in my Empire...
Name: elePoon
Gender: Female
DOB: 25th June 2005
Given By: Foxy Mama's bf - Mr Colin
From: Taiwan.. erm.. Thats where he got it from lah..
Name: Lumpy
Gender: Female
DOB: 26th June 2005
Given By: Miss Penguin
Likes: Squirts Water from Trunk
Dislikes: Ears Pulled
Name: Emily
Gender: Female
DOB: Unknown
Given By: Donkey
Likes: To get Dirty
Dislikes: To be left at Home
Name: Pipi
Gender: Male
DOB: 24th December 2005
Given By: Donkey
Likes: To be sniff
Dislikes: Saliva
 Name:DumboGender: MaleDOB: 24th December 2005Likes: PeanutsDislikes: MouseGiven By: Miss Penguin
Name: Bubblegum
DOB: 8th February 2006 Gender: Female Given By: Angie Neo Likes: Shopping
 Name: Suwayne Gender: Male DOB: 9th February 2006 Given By: Miss Penguin Currently, these are in my Empire... More shld be coming in.. Stay Posted!!
posted by Elephant on 4:55 PM
Irony~
Happy Valentine's Day...
Day started early today..
Mum brought me to temple to pray...
Havent been doing so during CNY...
Had breakfast with her, and had my glutinous rice balls..
Had cravings, but cant managed all.. haha..
Work still the same..
Dunch feel good... Dunnoe why...
Something bad seems to be boiling..
Really hope I'm not screwing things up..
Went shopping with my friend...
He, buying for his gf..
Me, buying for myself..
Finally bought my first Tiffany & Co Ring...
Yipee...
Partial Sponsorship for my darling cousin - 21st Birthday present!!
Remaining was from my bonus..
Hehe... Good motivation for me to work harder..
Best part of the whole shopping..
hahahahahahaha..
Got 15% off T&C!!!
Under Coporate Rate.. Yipee!!!
Shopping never been this fun..
This just some perks from my job...
hahahahahaha
Met Miss Penguin after her movie..
Accompany her to dinner..
Think she is abit "off"
We were at Cineleisure..
Nearest station wld be Somerset..
She actually indirectly suggested that we walked to Orchard...
Hmm.. not quite right..
Perhaps, she hopes to spend some quality time with me..
Perhaps, she's afraid I might leave her soon..
Perhaps, she is leaving me soon..
The "leave" here means getting a boyfriend ya... hahaha
Thought the day ending quite well..
Saw a missed call..
The same friend that went shopping with me..
Think he quarrelled with his gf..
Few hours ago, we were still enjoying our shopping, enjoying the dinner..
This moment.. His mood is hitting rock bottom..
Dunnoe what to say..
Dunnoe what to do..
Dunnoe how to make him feel better..
感情是一种很可怕的东西。。
它能在一瞬间，让你快乐无比，
也能在一瞬间， 让你沉入谷底。。
喜欢一个人，一点也不难，
难的是，要如何跟你喜欢的人，长相死守。。。
天底下， 是没有甜而不痛的爱情。。
没能力承受痛， 就不要去爱。。
我很怕痛。。
那你呢？
无论你的选择是什么，
都要勇敢的去面对。。
我会为你加油的！
然而，有时候， 也要请你记得，多爱自己一点啊！
好朋友， 多爱自己吧!
posted by Elephant on 12:25 AM
Sunday, February 12, 2006
Angie Neo
My good friend is leaving today...
3 years...
The first time ever someone this close to me is leaving me..
I'm not feeling sad.. Cause I dunch think I am accepting the fact..
I am not sad, but I am not feeling good..
Lost for words..
Kind of scared, cause I dunch wish to lose this friend..
But I'm a lazy person..
"Too comfortable" with what I have..
Dunch think its possible to forget her..
Cause I wont forget her..
I will be constantly be reminded of her..
Especially when she is that one of the few people that can truly understand your job scope..
One that truly understands what exactly happens behind all that "glamour"
One that understands my bitching
One thats appreciate my work
One thats appreciate my sense
One thats take my nagging as advice
One that calls me "lovely and deary"
The list just goes on..
Finally.. The ONLY ONE that came to the VERY FIRST SHOW that I had to coordinate.. Even though invitations were extended to many.. and had been making effort to attending almost all the shows I've coordinated..
She might be younger..
I might be older...
But:
"She" took care of me...
"She" gave me advice...
"She" gave me strength...
"She" recharge my battery, that gave me the "power" to work...
"She" was the "light" that guided me thru the rough patch of my work...
"She" reminded me "What I want", "How far I want to be" - Song - "Popular"...
"She" brought me back to the world without the "tai-tai"...
"She" allowed me to let loose of myself and be the crazy "Juliana Chang" they knew...
"She" was my internet lecturer for shopping online..
"She" meant alot to me..
Angie..
I'm not calling to say good-bye..
Cause you are just moving to a new address..
Bubblegum will be fine..
Will be bringing her with me everytime I am carrying a big bag.. (I am trying to find her a "home" - to protect her from getting dirty..) Will take photos of her and send to you..
She will spent her first valentine with me.. Will conduct Explorer Day with her..
Will get "someone" to conduct Explorer Day with you over at Aussie.. Wait..
Take Good care of yourself...
Sms/Email/Write letter when you miss us..
Will download that thingy and get the mic asap..
Ju is a spoilt brat, cause she hates it when people leaves her.. (nobody loves it anyway..)
She hates changes in a social circle..
She hates it when she cant reach the people she wants to contact..
Ju admires Angie's courage to leave and study alone in a foreign country..
Ju will be there... Give her some time..
Fiona and Ju will also be waiting for the Bangkok Trip...
posted by Elephant on 9:23 PM
Saturday, February 11, 2006
Simple Saturday
Hectic Day
Meeting at Goodwood, 11.30
Boss played trick, got to walk to shop "NOW" to change display
Its already 10.55
In my 4inch heels, reached shop at 11.05
First time inside the renovated Goodwood..
Liked it.. Definitely a place to consider for holding wedding..
But, budget required.. :P
Settled 2 events at a go.. Amazing..
Bad news..
Its already 1.15
Boss going do hair at Passion
Not ending work at 2
Went back office
Settled whatever she needed
Going to Passion for "Meeting"
Told to use driver..
Either wasnt paying attention or enjoyed walking
Made my way to Passion
Free Meji Chocolates @ Lido - Got a box!!
Not the first time at Passion
But totally different attitude and treatment
Doors opened by itself
Greetings in the air..
Sunshine everywhere..
haha.. "Fake Princess"
Meeting ended
Did quite a good job..
Boss: "Want anything from Milan?"
Elephant: "Prada"
Boss:"Wait for me, we go "shopping" later. She winked
During the wait
Boss:"Hungry"
Elephant:"Okie"
Boss handed money to Elephant.. "Food Spree at Palais - Yipee!!"
Change: $6
Shopping @ Palais
1st Stop - Prada
2 items chosen - Wallet and Skull Head (Shall see)
2nd Stop - DKNY (He was there)
Nice stuffs - But refused to try
3rd Stop - Link Home
Nodding and Shaking of Head
4th Shop
Treavear Chocolates
Refused to get tempted - Victory!
To conclude the Palais's Experience - "A Rich Family's Daughter.. for couple of hrs.." hahaha
Back to Office
Typed out the guest list
Mock up Invite
Really perform better under time constraints
1/2hr..
Bye.. See you on the 20th!
Its 5.15
Rush to Bungkok Mrt Station - My Auntie's House..
Apparently, they already starting the "fun" without me..
Too many pple, too small a deck..
Shall Wait..
Finally get to play
Phone rang..
"Can you leave at 9+, reach my house at 10?
"Not sure, dunch think so"
Received sms
"Not playing liao.. Fuck la.. Waste my affort...." - Msg goes sth like that...
Damm suay to get "cursed" while gambling. Whatever..
Lesson learnt: "Dunch agree so readily, check for details before agreeing.. if not, you'll be at fault"
No wonder Elephant love her little cousins..
They made her laugh so hard..
Luckily, Elephant had stronger blessings..
She brought home more money then she left home..
Daddy's Godson sent us home..
Last time to ride in "that" car
Changing to a Sports Car..
Damm him..
"Aiya, Learn Bike lah, Cheaper and easier to "maintain"
GodBrother: "NO! Its Dangerous!"
Parents laughed
GodBrother:"Girls no need to drive lah, just get a bf that can drive"
Parents laughed
Heard when brother said that to younger sister, will really come true.. - Took it as his blessings for me.. Yipee!!
posted by Elephant on 11:35 PM
Company Dinner!!
Had our Company CNY Dinner @ Club Chinos yesterday..
The theme for the dinner was "Chinese"
Means everyone have to wear sth "chinese", need not be a cheongsam.... just "chinese" related...
For the dinner, I bought a black brocade halter top a week ago at Le Meridian..
The indian lady selling it said it was 90plus and going to give me 50% discount..
Come on lor.. Damm ridiculous...
I bargained and bargained.. I paid $38 for it.. I wasnt very happy...
But, whatever.. I have no time to shop...
Wore the top yesterday,
Not all dressed to the theme..
Boss wasnt pleased.. They were "told off"..
Tension..
Being the youngest and the "pistachio" of the lot.. Had to ease that tension...
But for those that was sporting enough to dress for the theme..
Its really a beautiful sight...
Woman look good in Cheongsam.. Serious.. No joke..
Food wasnt up to standard, wasnt to my expectation...
Go there during normal days.. Its really alot better..
Disappointed, cause its one of the places Elephant had enjoyed her food..
omg~~ had to sit upright through out the whole dinner... The top damm tight...
But, everyone commented I looked good..
Haha.. cause they can finally "see" my "whole" figure..
But Miss Elephant wasnt going to let those comments get into her, and she made a "promise" - "Going to wear a "FULL CHEONGSAM DRESS" for next year dinner.. ahem..
Lets all wish her the best of luck...
During the dinner..
The theme for Annual Dinner (August or September) fixed!
Going to be "Hawaiian Theme"
Miss Elephant must lose alot of weight.. Cause she wants to look the best..
And given her position in the company..
She has to.. Stress.. Got to do sth...
Boss is happy
Cause Elephant seems to be
1) Finally starting to lose weight
2) More "toned" - Elephant still looks better with tanned skin..
Elephant is not happy..
Cause boss kept pilling food onto Elephant's bowl and plates...
The amount of food Elephant ate was equivalent to what she had ate for the last of whole week..
Its going to be bad...
Lets wish Elephant the best of luck...
posted by Elephant on 11:08 PM
Journey to the West~
On a fine tuesday afternoon,
Miss Penguin tempted Miss Elephant to take half day leave..
To eat Sake Sushi (Buffet, 3-6pm)
The intial plan was, Miss Elephant to leave work early, to meet Miss Hippo at Jurong Pt, because Miss Elephant had to collect something from that complex....
Ended up.
Miss Elephant and Miss Penguin, took half day, and travel all the way to NUS to look for Miss Hippo!!
DahDah.... Elephant was "here"
But instead of having Sake Sushi.. Had japanese food at NUS Arts Canteen.. And fresh fruit juice... yummy and cheap...
Its been a long time since Miss Elephant and Penguin had cheap food!! And its not too bad!!!
Students were asking for donations.. Being so lovely and wonderful, we both made a donation and left our signature!!
It wasnt a very good day for both Miss Penguin and Elephant... But not to worry, it was still manageable...
Weird.. but both Miss Penguin and Elephant actually missed school!!
posted by Elephant on 10:46 PM
Thursday, February 09, 2006
带“衰”- suai
Think am cursed whenever with Miss Penguin alone in the night in town...
Whenever with her.. he will appear...
1st time:
P: Eh, that guy is quite gd-looking...
E: Which one?? Erm... he is the one....
P: oops
Should I feel happy, that he is actually quite gd-looking??
2nd time:
P: Erm.. that guy looked familiar..
E: Yesh, its him...
3rd time: which is today!!
P: Oh no!!!
E: ***Choked on kimchi*** Cough** (3mins?? about there)
He is not alone.. With a girl - not pretty, elephant is prettier.. Miss Penguin agreed, and she is not lying..
P: Is it for 女朋友, he is 随便的?
Read between the lines.. Shld I feel compliment? In fact, not, I shld feel sad..
Tempted to go back, tempted to contact..
Especially when alone, especially when lost,
Especially when you want to feel like being "loved",
Especially when you want attention..
But, its not to late to realise its rather a high price to pay..
Luckily, deleted the number..
一时的任性，
一时的糊涂，
一时的迷惑，
一时的引诱，
一时的天真，
一年前种下了祸根。。。
后悔？太迟了。。
我不喜欢后悔
因为一旦后悔， 就是承认自己当时做的选择是错的。
一旦觉得自己当时做的选择是错的， 就会可怜自己。。
我，
没有可怜自己的勇气， 也没有可怜自己的福利。。
更没有自我可怜的时间。。
女人都渴望被疼， 渴望被爱，渴望被宠。。
女人要的其实很简单。。
外表越坚强的去女人，内心越悴落。。
我是女人。。
很讽刺， 因为是他让我发觉的。。
但是一个笨女人
避风港， 请不要让我等太久。。
posted by Elephant on 11:00 PM
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
After 5 years....
Its been 5 years since I went to JI - Jurong institute (I went there during my 1st 3 months)
Og 13, I remembered, where we were grouped according to our birthdays.. most of us were either born in June, July, making MOST of us to be of the same horoscope...
I dunch remember what happened in school - I choose not to remember... I choose to block off that 2 years of my schooling life... I've enjoyed the company of the friends I've made.. But I really hated the schooling part..
Sorry to my JI mates.. to block the memories we had.. but, its alright lah.. you guys can slowly tell me what took place..
Its been 2 years since we last met..
And suddenly, we ended up meeting and meeting...
Not that I didnt enjoyed any of the outings..
But its just proved that happy times are never lasting..
Our first meetin g was on 26th December 2005 - Boxing Day,
Met because our friend is back for holidays..
Met because its been ages since we last met..
Alot was expected to turn up, but afraid all will last min back out..
To tell you the truth.. I was still thinking if I shld back out on the night before the meeting..
Blur Queen save the day... Had fun.. No regrets..
Everyone changed.. Everyone got better.. Better looking liao.. Be it the guys, be it the girls..
Lunch, Movie (Failed - No tickets), Ktv, Supper
Marina, Cineleisure, Serangoon..
Supper @ Chomp Chomp
left with 4 pax...
Introduced a $10 each supper-share
Might be new to them, hope they like this $10 each!!
Over supper, someone suggested going to one of our homes to cook together..
Elephant is forever so stupid... she suggested having steamboat at her hse..
Nothing wrong with the venue.. but why steamboat where she has to prepare!!
Guess its the training she received from the rest of the animals and the fact that, SHE was craving for steamboat..
Our 2nd meeting on New Year Day - 1st January 2006!!
Test on trust, cause no one replies your sms..
Even at the night before the lunch, even when the day has come..
I still have no idea if all of them will turn up.. especially when you have backed out at last min before...
ALL DID! Am so happy.. shhh.. 
One bought dove chocolates - she didnt know, but its one of my favorites!!
One group brought one BIG WHOLE watermelon - they didnt know, its not on my favorites list..
Spent 2 mornings preparing the food..
Not easy task since have no slightest idea what they like..
Had to prepare based on the kingdom's norm, adding other stuffs here and there...
Seriously think am turning auntie.. actually enjoyed preparing.. although its tiring ya.. especially with several late nights...
Proud of myse lf.. Hope they enjoyed the lunch..
The day is still young. ..
Drove to Geylang in the rain, bought $160 worth of DURIANS..
Savor most of it at one of their hse.. Remaining.. haha.. I get to bring back.. hahaha
It had always been a little wish of elephant to be able to drive and buy durians and eat together with friends.. Best if bfs were around.. but its alright, at least half was fulified... happy elephant..
 
Usual Talk Crap and Zen-Mahjong Session (Bet you never try b4 ya) and "乌龟，乌龟，跳！" hahahahaha..
Yesh, Supper again.. almost the usual 4 pax... But one more with us this time!!
Venue: 85Market!! Had craving for Bak Chok Mee!! Yummy!!
$10 Budget Super-Share! Yeah!!
Our 3rd and last meeting on 5th Feburary 2006 (农历初八!!)
Sentosa.. Seafood..
I have been longing to be there.. How much I missed the sun, sea and sand..
It was Miss Hippo's birthday.. She let me go for the gathering, cause she celebrated her birthday on the previous wed and on the sat night.. Thank You..
Got home early in the morning at 5plus..
We were to meet at 11am at harbour front
Reached at 11am, none was there.. I shld have known it.. Rubber Band Timing
Had fun.. Not taking the uneven tan into consideration..
Had never "played" so hard at Sentosa before.. Seriously need to exercise liao.. Unfit liao..
At one point, did thought am dying...
For the first time, had leg cramps while swimming... gosh... thats was scary.. if animal kingdom was around.. bet I'm going break down..
Had ice-cream bought for me, 3scoops.. New Zealand.. None was to my liking.. Mango - I was never a fan for Mango Ice-cream.. Vanila?? Nope.. Rum and Rasins.. rum is too "adult-feel" for ice-cream.. stopped eating raisns long ago.. Not fussy.. Just unlucky.. Enjoy having ice-cream, not this time though.. But the rest were.. Feel good looking at them enjoying... Its alright..
Seafood Dinner @ Alexander (Dunnoe where)
Been there before..
Raffles pple brought me there..
Food was good.. Company was good.. One of the bf had dinner with us..
Thought he is the english speaking kind... Uttered shocked.. His chinese is power.. LEP leh..
Someone met his match liao!!
7 Dishes in total: Kangkong with Sambal, Xiao Kai Lan in Oyster Sauce, Curry Crabs, Lala in Sambal, Stingray Sambal, Ceral Prawns, (Baby Squids - reminds daddy elephant, only he will order for elephant..) haha
Headed for Handles Bar..
Played "中级密码" - loser has to be forfited.. Started off with Girl kiss guy or vice versa..
In the end, to make things more interesting.. haha.. Guy kiss guy!!!
Poor Guys... It shld be the most unforgettable night for them..
Girls by far are lucky.. There to enjoy the show..
Frankly, its kind of weird to see guys on guys...
Have no idea how there are going to "face" each other.. bet its different after that night.. hahaha
Its coming to an end to the meetings... unless we are really going HongKong..
Have no idea how many donkeys years later then we get to meet..
After all these fun and happy times.. definately going to miss you pple more..
Take care ya... :P
posted by Elephant on 11:45 PM
Animal Kingdom
Members of the Animal Kingdom are important people in my life...
Shld I call them friends or shld I call them Family? I have no idea...
Why?
Cause you get to choose your friends, but never your family.. Family are brought to you thru fate.. And we are just fated to be together..
Why?
Because these are people whom you had never thought that they would play such important roles in your life..
Why?
Because these people are so so different from yourself... So different till you questioned yourself many times, how on earth you could hang around with these people..
No matter what you do, how evil they may be, you know that these people will still loves you deep down...
No matter how much you've change, even for the worst, these people still loves you as who you are..
No matter how nasty remarks they might commented on you, you know its for your own good..
No matter what others say about you, be it good or bad, you know they will only believed in you..
Lastly, no matter how much you tried to get them out of your life, how tired you might be with them, how much you feel like giving up on them, but always failing to do so..
These people are important to you...
They are the source of my strength, my success, my everything...
How do you know if you are in my Animal Kingdom?
hahahahaha...
While, when you know the person I am talking about is you, and yet I've replaced it with an animal character.. Means you are in it..
Everyone is welcome... But its really a high membership fee ya... :P
posted by Elephant on 11:14 PM
Do you know why??
Can't imagine I am really blogging...
I used to hate bloggers.. cause i never understand why pple blog..
But recently I realised, blogs are the easiest way to know how your friends are doing..
Thru their blogs, you will know if they are happy, or sad..
Thru their blogs, you will have a rough picture of how they are..
In times like this..
where everyone is "so busy" with their own life..
where everyone is facing the lifeless computer more then a normal Human being..
where everyone is just so lazy to call and chat or even to check on their friends..
where everyone is just so stress up with their life..
where everyone is finding "talking and expressing" their emotions to a "real human being" is such a challenge...
I guess..
Having a blog and constant reading of blogs, is just a way of staying healthy and keeping connected..
Then why am I blogging??? I'm really asking myself..
These are some reasons that I came up with:
1) To "show off" the interesting part of my life - outside the Animal Kingdom.. (especially to members of the Animal Kingdom)
2) To keep pple (that are interested to know about me) updated about my life..
3) To reflect daliy, based on the blog that I've posted..
4) To have "someone" to talk to..
5) To express and share my thoughts..
I have no idea if I will grow to like blogging, but I do have a feeling that I wont dislike it...
posted by Elephant on 10:56 PM
Welcome
My Own Blog
- created by Miss Penguin, and I believe with the help of Miss Hippo ya.. Cause both were rather busy "naming" this "Child" - Child of the both.. Erm...
Thank you... Will take it as a present from you both....
Anyway..
Welcome to my blog... (In fact, its my 3rd Blog)
1st was in Friendster - to setup ablum for my birthday pics
2nd was blogspot - but I simply forgotten my URL, username, password.. blah...
3rd - THIS BLOG.. hopefully, this will be the final and lasting while.. although Penguin and Hippo doubt I can post more then 5 entires.. hmmph... shall prove them wrong...
Have no idea why the setup is in Chinese.. although I did mentioned that I am going to start a Chinese Essay..
Feeling rather weird.. Seriously not use to this.. Give me sometime ya.. Will post interesting blog.. Just Give Me Sometime...
Will start "bloggin" tonight...
In the meanwhile.. 请近起期待吧!!!
posted by Elephant on 9:36 AM
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